Oh man.

don't you hate it when you get your hopes up & then they just go DOOOOWN, way down?! don't you hate being left with unanswered questions? don't you hate trying too hard & getting nothing in return. don't you hate being confused about something & not getting direct answers. don't you hate not being able to be good enough, or the right thing? don't you hate not having any guts to do something you really need to? don't you hate realizing that you're doing everything wrong? well i do. idk, i'm all drained out.