who are you...

sooo..i went to youth night tonight after like, three weeks of missing out. i didn't go for three weeks either cause i was at the mall, freakin depressed, or getting in trouble by my mom. yeaaah. i really needed it tho. anyway, kuya CJ wasn't at youth today, idk why, so ate phoebe gave the lesson. her lesson was titled IDENTITY. she talked about A LOT of stuff. & i was actually really interested on what she had to say. she made some of us do an activity where you paired up & one person asked the other "who are you" over & OVER again & the other person just had to keep answering differently. it got pretty intense & some people dug really deep. phew. anywho, she also talked about labels. how we should not let people tell us who we are. & also she said "labels are only good for a can of soup." true, true. & that labels just take away your individuality. i cried really hard today. cause you know, i have nooo clue who i am. i asked God if he could help me find out because he knows me better than myself. during the prayer, ate phoebe said "you're here b/c you're tired of who you are, or WHO YOU WERE..." i am sooo tired of who i was. i'm trying to change, but it's so hard because even though you think you're changing/improving, you have to work extra hard to make it visible for other people to see. i want to find out who i am, & i want to be confident about it...but for now...i'm not going to let what other people think of me get in the way. i'll just do me & you'll do you. thas all, bye.