01 December 2008

!@#$%

NOFREAKINWAY-___- man. i'm like, soooo tired of being taken advantage of. no joke. i do stuff and people copy it and they get credit for it too. its bull. i can't even do what i want nowadays cause i know that no one is ever gonna appreciate it unless it's done by the right person. you know? IGUESSI'VENEVERBEENPROUDOFMYSELF. but hey, that's life. i just kinda wish that people can find their own way to do stuff. not really sure how to explain it, it's tough. anyways, i'm officially giving up on my "creativity" or whatever it was cause i don't think that's the right word. "I'VE been nothing but myself since the day i was born, and if you can't see that, it's your fault, not mine." i think that quote just sets it right there. i'm not much the type to pour my heart out, but when i'm pissed, then i will just
RANT AND RANT.
see? i'm ranting. sucks cause, all i'm seeing nowadays is fakes. and it's hard to find trust, i honestly don't really have a best friend, maybe one. but that's it. i'm not even gonna pin point names, but you probably know who you are. aaaah, who am i kidding, no one's gonna read this:] anyways, i'm changing, so don't even try to stop me. long blog? YEAH.