I've lost everyone.

I think....i'm losing the most important people in my life. and i think, they don't want anything to do with me, ever again? i don't know, but this makes me really sad. maybe i'm exaggerating, but i'm noticing that i'm losing touch with the people that made my life worth living. i think i'm driving them away. i think i'm just, TOO MUCH. i cause problems, i know i do, i take things to the head. i'm a mess. i don't know how to fix mistakes, and i'm not making anyone happy.

but wthck, why am i venting to someone that probably doesn't care?
i'll just keep it bottled up as usual, because duhhh, the people i had trust with, are gone now.