She's the lulu of the loo.

so as of right now, i'm puhhhretty content with how my life is going. but today, i just realized how much time i'm wasting with my life. cause like, i was going through my binder to throw away some crap, and i came across this paper. it was a 7th grade reflection i wrote in the beginning of 8th grade, to say how my 7th grade year was, what are my goals, blah blah. and near the end of it, i wrote "i want to love every single moment of my life." and so far, that hasn't happened. i'm killing time on the computer and stuff, when i should be occupying myself with things that REALLY make me happy. i just don't know where to start.

but on another note, youth night last friday, i was actually really interested in THE WORD. haha. it was about dying to self and i have never ever heard of something like that. until that day. well, it makes a lot of sense and it helped me realize that i am noooot that humble. and that i should be. so i'm gonna try and remind myself everyday to 'die to self.'
http://www.immanuels.org/biblical_counseling/bc/fm_dts.htm

and also, back to the 'life' part. i pretty much kinda like it right now, and i don't know why all this drama keeps popping up. but i'm doing my best to avoid it. or at least not get involved so much with it. cause it never really was none of my business. and to the people i TRIED so hard to help, good luck in the long run. i warned you.