Breakdown @ Target.

yeah me & joana were arguing again today, & that kind of killed my day. we were basically talking about some of thing i say that i really SHOULDN'T say. & she told me something that i wasn't really suppose to know. so i asked her, who told her that, & she seriously wouldn't tell me. she said that i should worry more about what the person said rather than worry about WHO said it. i guess she's right, but, would it really make much of a difference if she told me WHO said it? i told her that, & she kept repeating the same thing over again-_- i just hate it when people bring something up & leave is as unfinished business. if you're going to start it, you might as well finish it, right? well yeah i started crying out of nowhere, i really don't know what started it but i guess it came out of frustration. i needed to know who said what was said & she didn't tell me. & yet, i still don't know. i would get into details with that but it isn't necessary. anyway, whatever that person (idk who) said, is bull. because judging someone they don't know for something they don't understand is complete crap. they don't know how i see myself so how the fuck can they go saying she should, she could. what joana told me didn't really help with how i can improve, it just tells me that i should SHUT UP & KEEP IT BOTTLED IN (once again). i don't need to tell anyone what's wrong.