Stfuuuuu.

Omg. Like on the real guys, I can't do everything. Seriously, I always feel like I'm baby sitting you. & You're freakin older than me, wtf. I always have to remind you things. & Always paying for you even when you have money. & Just cause I can't do ONE thing for you, which was pretty complicated, doesn't mean you have to be so bitch about it . Damn, I hate when you gave me that damn attitude.

BUT ANYWAY, things are going good, I guess? KINDA STRESSED THO. Like real talk, I am going to have to quit Key Club. I lost $40 bucks today & spent like $10 on a damn sandwich. I am a big money spender & I can't have Key Club in my life right now. Besides, I don't even have any hours. So now I'm only in VCYC, Human Rights Club, & I'm joining JHS this Friday. That's the debate team btw. I think I can balance that, yuppp.

Anotuher stressor: Okayyy...so I kind of told a lotttt of people a secret...& I didn't even realize I did that. Now everyone is always approaching me about it & I always spill-_- Ugh, shouldn't have done that. Should've just stuck to two or three key people. Desmond's one of them. HE IS THEEEE BEST ADVICE GIVER ABOUT BOYS. Hahaha, high keeyy tho. Well anyway, the main problem is that i keep telling myself I'll do something everyday, then I end up not doing it, then regret it. How sad is that.


I am the biggest fail.