Just another Monday.

& Not a good one to be in fact. I don't like this at all. I wish my brain would just shut down, stop thinking, & wing it. I always over-analyze EVERYTHING & that's probably the reason for my disappointment. I expect too much then I leave myself not knowing what to do next. At least I have my iPod & books, I could always depend on those two. Not to sound like a complete loser or anything, but it's a good escape. I think I really should start going back to youth again. Even tho there are A LOT of stuff in Christianity I don't agree with, I think the only solution to my problems right now is God. & Even tho he hasn't been asnwering many of my prayers lately, I know that I have to wait & actually put effort into my beliefs. Okay, enough bible talk, time to sleep.


Tuesdays should be much better....