No more..

I'm tired of complaining about boys damnit. I'm tired of getting my OWN hopes up & making up fantasies in my own mind. I swear, I am wasting prescious time. Time I could be using to focus on some things more important, I'm not sure what they are but yeahhh. Maybe God's telling me that I do need to wait, & that boys aren't a priotity right now. I don't know, I just miss feeling wanted. & I'm not going to lie, I've entered this freshman year looking for someone I can have strong feelings for just so they can return those same feelings. I don't want a boyfriend, I just want to expereince falling in love. But I guess I'm fine waiting. After all,


things come when you least expect them.