Ughhh.

& The sad thing is, I haven't prayed in daaaayyyss because I'm too ashamed to. I don't deserve God's grace, I don't deserve his forgiveness if I'm going to take advantage of it over & over again. I don't know what to do.... I know God is always going to forgive me & have unconditional love for me, but I'd rather just quit altogether than disappointing Him, hurting my Holy Spirit, & neglecting him when He comes knocking on my heart =T I've disappointed everyone in my life, including me, continuously. I want to change, but I'm not sure how. I want to be happy & smiileeeyyy, yet still maintain my keen sense toward life. AHHHH,



this is killing me!!!