DON'T EVEN START.

it's just too fuckiiing frustrating. everything i do is wrong with you-_- i am TRYING to change and be your friend, but you make it so dificult for me. and i DOUBT you're gonna read this so here i go. i'm trying no to get mad easily, and i think so far i've been doing a pretty good job. but how am i gonna keep it up if you keep trying to break me down with insults and teasing? -__- sure i can be really sensative and you know that, so why are you using it against me????!!!! i ignore you not because i'm mad, but because everything you say to me is mean so i avoid it. but you take that as anger from me, so i'm really stuck here. help me out-_-

whatever. this blog isn't about you totally. i'm in the process of figuring out who my real friends are. unfortunately [sp?], i'm not getting any kind of friendship sense from anyone. oh well.