cause i'm already use to it all. i've endured these kind of situations continuously, so if you're thinking it's gonna work all over again, don't. i'm use to being given up on. i'm use to feeling like a coat you can just hang and take back whenever you please. i'm use to being ignored and being nothing. i'm use to feeling pain. not all sorts, but what i can handle. i'm use to failing and trying and failing again. i've adapted to handling these situations. and if you're supposed to learn from your mistakes, then why am i going back for more crap? ..... -_-
i've failed again.