23 November 2009

Expectations.

So, like I was saying in my other post, about expecting things out of people? & how I'm trying to stop doing that? Well, I can't with this one problem. Well see I like[d] this guyyy & kept EXPECTING things to happen. Like him to maybe like me back or talk to me more & stuff like that, but of course, it didn't happen. & When I asked like, Joana for advice, she said that I should stop thinking about it & stop expecting things because things come when you least expect it. & For the past few weeks I've been trying to do that. I've been trying to "not care". But it's made things worse because now I realize that all I'm doing is pretending I don't like him. & even worse is that I'm using this other cute gy as a distraction to stop liking the first dude. Whatever, it's complicated. I just don't know who to listen to because I know that if I listen to myself nothing will get compromised =T