Okay, one more.

Just when I thought my trust issues were getting better, something happens. It's pretty ridiculous considering that, in the past, I couldn't trust people beucase I thought they would never GET me. & Now, I was even told through a tarot reading that I should let my guard down, let people in. Surreeenndderr. & I kind of have actully. I don't exclude myself from social gatherings, I don't push people away, I'm open to whoever's willing to include themselves in my life. & I'm glad I made that decision, because before I was a big ball of negative rage, now I kind of feel like a fragile vibe of positivity. Fragile, because it could sweep away any second, literally. So, you walked into my life & started to get close to me & all, & I really appreciated that. I can honestly say that friends like you are hard to find, but why does it feel like you're trying to walk out of my life? Why is this a continuing cycle in my life? People come in & become good friends with me for about a few months, then they start to slip away, & then they become just a piece of furniture in my life, the weather against the window. & Yeah I'm using that metaphor from song lyrics, I'm not very poetic-_- So what is it? If you're going to be one of those people who are just an episode in my life then please tell me now. Because you better believe I'm not going to fight to save a friendship. I've done that oh so many times & ended up looking stupid. If you want,

I'll be the one to walk out.